Thursday, March 25, 2010

thanks to Atiqah Abu Hassan....

thanks dear 4 a very nice song, FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE...i really2 like that song...

it's because it has nice lyrics...

4 that i enclose the lyrics...

i praise Allah for sending me u my love...u found me home n sail with me...n...i'm here with u...

now let me let u know...u've opened my heart...i was always thinking that love was wrong...

but everything was changed when u came along...n there's a couple words i want to say...


for the rest of my life...i'll be with u....i'll stay by ur side honest n true...

till the end of my life...i'll be loving u, loving u...


for the rest of my life...thru days n nights...i'll thanks Allah for opening my eyes...

now n forever i...i'll be there for u...i know it deep in my heart...


i feel so blessed that i think of u...n...i asked Allah to bless all we do...u're my wife...

n my friend n my strength...n i pray we're together in Jannah...


now i found i feel so strong...yes, everything was changed when u came along...n...

there's a couple words i want to say.....


i know it deep in my heart...n now that u are here...in front of me...i strongly feel love...

n i have no doubt, n i sing it loud that i'll love u eternally...i know it deep in my heart.

Monday, March 22, 2010

You're My Everything...

You're my everything...

The sun t
hat shines above you makes the blue bird sing ....

The stars that twinkle way up in the sky ...

You're my everything and nothing ...Really matters but the love you bring

You're my everything ...To see you in the morning with those big brown eyes

You're my everything ...Forever and the day ...I need you close to me


You're my everything...I live upon the land and see the sky above ...I'll swim within oceans sweet and warm to get

to u ...MAMA...

IF...

IF i'm able to understand my self...it would be better...

it' s not that i don't understand my self...

it's just that i'm so confuse...

so so so confuse...and it's killing me...

It's okay if i'm being haunted by a serial killer or something like that...

but the problem is that...it's something even worse....seriously, i can't handle this anymore...

it's a kind of feeling that keep on haunting me...it's not me...please go away...

i really hate this kind of feeling...


but still...

i'm not sure what is happening...sometimes it's really hard to get through this...

i'm not the way i used to be...please...i really want the old me back...

really miss the real me...


sometimes i really hope that i will be away from this sintok area...it's not that i don't like uum...

of course i love this university where i'm currently studying, but the problem is that...

(forget it)...i can't tell...

if only i can tell somebody who knows nothing about me...it would be nice...

because i don't want to disclose this fact to someone i know...because it might worsen the

situation...

rite now my heart beats are even worse than a thunderstorm...:(

Thursday, March 18, 2010

MUHASABAH CINTA...

wahai pemilik nyawaku...

betapa lemah diriku ini...

berat ujian dari-MU...

kupasrahkan semua pada-MU...


TUHAN...baru kusedar...

indah nikmat sihat itu...

tak pandai aku bersyukur...

kiniku harapkan cinta dari-MU...

kata2 cinta terucap indah...

mengalir berzikir di kidung doaku...


sakit yang kurasa biar jadi penawar dosaku...

butir2 cinta air mataku...

teringat semua yang KAU beri untukku...

ampunilah khilaf dan salah...

selama ini ya ILAHI...


muhasabah cintaku...

Tuhan...kuatkan aku...

lindungiku dari putus asa...

GREATEST LOVE OF ALL...

LOVE....

do you really know what is LOVE all about???

some said LOVE is all about pain...

some said LOVE is all about happiness...

some said LOVE is just a game...game of LOVE...

BUT...honestly what is Love all about???

actually there's no definite definition of LOVE...

it differs from individuals...

it might be Painful to some people who has been cheated by his/her beloved one...

it might just be a game of love played by a 'multi purpose player'...

it might be happiness to those who have sincerity in their relationship...

BUT...the issue is...will LOVE among humans last long???

my personal opinion....NO....DEFINITELY NOT...

because....LOVE among humans may changes by time due to...

- long distance...(out of sight out of mind)

- existence of third party...

AND many more factors...

FOR THAT... the GREATEST LOVE is definitely.....DIVINE LOVE from the

CREATOR
.....ALLAH the ALMIGHTY....


SO...let us now trying our BEST in reaching the UTMOST HAPPINESS....by finding LOVE

FROM
ALLAH
...


ALL THE BEST...!!!



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Wednesday, March 17, 2010

SYAIR RABI'AH

engkau derhaka,

tapi mengaku CINTA pada-NYA...


inilah keanehan zamanku,

jika benar engkau CINTA,

tentu mentaati-NYA selalu...





MAMA

MAMA...

your LOVE makes me stronger...

your LOVE comforts me a lot...

your LOVE reduces all the weight and pain in my life...

your LOVE cheers me up...

your LOVE stops my tears...

your LOVE makes me feel better when i'm sad...

your LOVE erases all the difficulties in my life...

your LOVE symbolises a GUARDIAN ANGEL...

I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH.....MUAH3.....

Forgetting everything about you

I won’t cry for you, I won’t do that kind of thing now,

The truth is I want to forget it all,

When I couldn’t see you I realised you were my everything,

When I want to smile, will you look at me and cry?

Which is my one hope that you can’t do it at all,

When I want you to look at me, will I fall apart?

No matter how you try to forget, can you forget?

To love only one person is really tough,

But I honestly didn’t know that...

My Love

Will I not do?

Can I be the one in this world, the next world?

If you can promise me that, then even if today is the last

I won't be afraid, my love...


I keep getting worn out behind your back

Even if I call you, you look somewhere else and there is no answer

I have to let you go, I know that all too well but

My heart is not my own

Because my sadness is like me, because I think I know what the longing will be like

I wanted to hold you tightly so that my tears wouldn't come ...


Why won't you acknowlegde my heart?

Or can I not be it? I've never wanted someone this honestly...


Can you not see my heart? I'm so exhausted

Letting you go will probably make everything better but

Even if I lose everything I'll hold onto only you

With reason I can't change you with

Because your sadness is like me, because I think I know what the longing will be like

I wanted to hold you tightly so that my tears wouldn't come ...

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Something about LOVE...

If you love somebody, let them go...

For if they return, they were always yours...


And if they don't, they never were...


We come to LOVE not by finding a perfect person,

But by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly...


Absence diminishes small LOVE, and increases GREAT ones,

As the wind blows out the candle and fans the bonfire...


Some LOVE lasts a lifetime,

True LOVE lasts FOREVER...


TEMAN...

Tidak ada suatu pun yang paling berharga

dimiliki oleh seseorang insan selepas nikmat

ISLAM selain teman yang soleh...


Apabila kamu dapati kewujudan kasih sayang padanya,

maka peganglah dia sungguh-sungguh...

2 Ketakutan Dan 2 Keamanan

Sabda Rasulullah:

Sesungguhnya ALLAH telah berfirman " Aku tidak mengumpulkan pada hamba-Ku dua ketakutan dan dua keamanan...

Barang siapa takut kepada-Ku di dunia, Aku amankan dia di akhirat...

Dan barang siapa merasa aman dari-Ku di dunia, Aku takutkan dia di akhirat..."

I'm missing u mama...

MAMA...i want you to know that i'm missing u....

n i really hope that i can be at your side by now...

but what can i do...there're lot of works to do....

I LOVE U SO MUCH MAMA....

ur LOVE makes me stronger....can't wait to see YOU...:)


Do You Know?

All of this pain is because of you,

I want you to know that,

Love is so much like hatred,

As I miss you, I hate you even more...


I can't forget,

I can't hold on,

To hold onto my love for you,

I made a promise to care for you,

I still remember that...


Where are you now?

I will forget my warm tears that fall,

They just burn my heart which aches even more...


Why am i aching alone?


Someone said

"as the skies can always stay as it is, so too can we survive any ordeal"

Even if my feelings are burnt to dust,

I will live as if I were dead,


Love is about pain,

Even a very deep love seems to harm people...


Look at how I can't move,

I am still missing you...