IF i'm able to understand my self...it would be better...
it' s not that i don't understand my self...
it's just that i'm so confuse...
so so so confuse...and it's killing me...
It's okay if i'm being haunted by a serial killer or something like that...
but the problem is that...it's something even worse....seriously, i can't handle this anymore...
it's a kind of feeling that keep on haunting me...it's not me...please go away...
i really hate this kind of feeling...
but still...
i'm not sure what is happening...sometimes it's really hard to get through this...
i'm not the way i used to be...please...i really want the old me back...
really miss the real me...
sometimes i really hope that i will be away from this sintok area...it's not that i don't like uum...
of course i love this university where i'm currently studying, but the problem is that...
(forget it)...i can't tell...
if only i can tell somebody who knows nothing about me...it would be nice...
because i don't want to disclose this fact to someone i know...because it might worsen the
situation...
rite now my heart beats are even worse than a thunderstorm...:(
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