Thursday, October 28, 2010

life is not about having..but loving...

most people think that it's enough to have something but they are actually so so wrong...

don't they know that they need to show appreciation towards them...

do not simply claim that u love them if u don't even know how to love them...

'LOVE'...what is that really means???

if u love them, do not hurt them...

if u love them, do not neglect them...

if u love them, do not make them hate u...

if u love them, do not make them feel annoyed...

if u love them, do not make them worry to much...

IF NOT...then ur love is so cheap...not even worth a cent...

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

HATI yang KAU sakiti...

da sebulan la kte kat cni kan, tp ada 1 bnda yang klakar, baru je sebulan kat cni, tp rasa cam da lama gler, hehe...kadang2 x terjawab gak persoalan ni..dalam masa sebulan ni macam2 da jadi kan?

ada yang difitnah, ada yang memfitnah...pendek kata macam2 da jadi, maybe itulah sbbnya kte rasa cam da lama duk cni kowt, haha( btw, sejak ble plak ber'kte2' ni, haha, tapelah, i just nak contohi sorang kawan i ni, yang even dikutuk pun still ag baik budi bicaranya, chewahh) di samping sume dugaan dan cabaran yang melanda kte sume, terselit satu hikmah...time ni la kte dapat tau sape kawan dan sape lawan...kawan sejati x akan pernah fitnah kawan sendiri, sehinggakan memburuk2kan kawan d mata orang lain, entah la, kadang2 speechless i, kte sume da besar, n sumenya of sound mind rasanya...plik tapi bnar, even da tao sume tu mengundang dosa kenapa masih nak berbuat demikian

ntah la...bila berkata-kata kte sepatotnya pk dlu k sayang, jangan men tibai jer, sbb t abisla kna tibai ngan sume yang da teraniaya...n ingat la doa orang yang teraniaya sangat senang dimakbulkan Allah...n 1 ag pengajaran yg i dapat, bila some1 kutuk some1 yang len jangan la kte cpat percaya, siasat dan selidiki la dlu apa yang didengar...sbb cerita2 yang ntah btol atau tidak tu boleh mengundang sangka buruk...n tao x sebenarnya salah sangka tu salah satu cabang dosa, mahukan kita mengundang dosa yang mana pada fikiran waras tade sape nak berdosa kan...or ada yang suka akan perbuatan dosa...maybe sbb da kat U ni sume blajar subjek yang tade kaitan ngan AGAMA n trus lupa dosa pahala kan...tapi ingat la kamu maybe lupa tp Allah sentiasa ada memerhatikan hambanya yang tidak segan silu melakukan perbuatan dosa...

n ag 1 perkara plik, knapa nak lutuk2 kawan ek, bukankan kawan tu golongan yang sepatotnya very close to our heart, maybe ada yang x sayang kawan but to me u oll form a major parts of my life, so sume ada mata hati yang ALLAH da kasi kan, gunakanlah dengan baik, jangan hanya memikirkan perkara negatif...

maybe ada tersilap dan tersaalh, tp 1 jer soklan yang rasanya sume orang leh jawab...kte sume x pernah ke wat salah? maksumkah kte? kompom x la kan, so why bother nak tgk kesalahan orang len jer, muhasabah la diri, dengan memuhasabah diri, hati jadi tenang, jiwa tenteram...

bila jiwa da tenteram rasanya sume akan ok kan...n kte sume kna sucikan hati...jangan la tggu sampai hati da mati n kering dari sume nilai baik baru nak sedar n insaf...sblom sume tu jadi ubatilah hati...n ubat yang paling mujarab bagi hati yang sakit or bermasalah la kan (dalam bahasa lembutnya) hanyalah mengingati Allah...entri ni bukan la bertujuan nak menegur orang len, entri ni juga dtujukan kpd dr i yang juga merupakan insan biasa yang bisa terluka hatinya, yang bisa goyah sayangnya andai dilukai...sebagai manusia kte sume hndaklah memjaga 2 hubungan utama...


first and foremost, kna la jaga hubungan dengan ALLAH yang merupakan pemilik mutlak kte sume...n jangan la melibatkan dr dengn apa2 perkara yang bisa mengundang kemurkaan dariNya...kedua, kte sume kna la jaga hubungan ngan manusia...haa, manusia yang dmaksudkan kat cni ada banyak golongan la, 1st, mesti la ibu bapa kan...sebagai anak2 kte sume mestila kna ormat diorang kan, kan, n jangan pernaah bersangka buruk pada parents tao, x bek tau...n jangan la membuka aib keluarga pada orang ramai, berdosa la sayang...jangan buat ag k...(i x marah la, i just nachat jer k, jangan marah2 k, t da x cmel da, he3)

n second kawan2 kowt, ntah, haha, ngan kawan mmg la kdg2 ada tersalah pape kan, relaks la, jangan dendam2, x bek tau, n jangan la sampai gaduh besar, x elok, kte sume kan sausara seagama...bukan pergaduhan yang dperlukan, tp ukhuwah yang erat yang kte sume perlukan,
btol x???? btol kan...hehe, sesuki hati ni jer nak jawab kan, tape la, kalau ada yang x setuju tape,
sume orang ada hak masing2 kan, n sumenya da tertakluk lam FEDERAL CONSTITUTION
which is the law of the Land kan..hehe...

btw da pnat la mnulis, nak stop jap a, leh???? mesti a leh jer kan, hehe...nobody can stop me kan,

IT'S MY RIGHT KAN, HEHE...:)


I LOVE U DEAR FRENS:)

RAMADHAN...I LOVE U...

DEAR...

Ramadhan, saya cinta kamu, kerna...di awalnya terselit RAHMAT daripada ALLAH s.w.t...

Ramadhan, saya cinta kamu, kerna...di pertengahannya merupakan hari2

PENGAMPUNAN
...

Ramadhan, saya cinta kamu, kerna...di akhirnya ALLAH menjanjikan pembebasan dari

NERAKA-NYA...

RAMADHAN...yang diharapkan kamu bisa mengubah

yang PERIT jadi INDAH...

yang KUSUT terLERAI jua...

yang KUCAR KACIR jadi AMAN BAHAGIA...

DENDAM bertukar menjadi UKHUWAH...

BENCI bertukar SAYANG...

I LOVE U RAMADHAN :)

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Which 1 is Better???



toing3, gambar ni diambil semalam, haha, sempat ag bersesi fotografi walaupun agak kepenatan ke sekola2...jd PA my sis jap, haha, tp penat tu x trase sangat coz best jumpa bdak2 standard 5, siyes sume comel2, hehe





haha, ni time nak kua shopping kat KB Mall, tgah siap2 so invite my sis amik gambar, skunk ni makin suka bergambar..hehe







haha, time cuti ni gaya bertudung berubah-ubah kan...bukan apa, borink, kadang2 da bosan ber selendang...so ubah angin ke arah memakai tudung butterfly plak, hehe..n jugak dsebabkan malas nak men pusing2 selendang, haha, bley plak camtu kan..

A New Sem Is Coming Very Soon!!! So Stay Alert, HAHA!!!

cepatnya masa berlalu kan, tup2 2 bulan dah pun hampir berlalu...x puas ag rasanya duk kat umah kan, tp x pe lah. idup ni mmg camni, ada time mendung, ujan, ribut taufan n also berpelangi...tp best gak sem baru nak start kan, tadela duk umah tanpa tujuan...at least bila sem baru da nak start bleh la kuatkan semangat n trus berjuang kan...actually idup ni akn jadi lebih baek kalau jadual kta penuh kan, tadela idup tanpa hala tuju kan...n perlu slalu diingat, sem baru mesti disertai dengan niat dan semangat yang baru n lebih baek kan...DO DA BEST, BE DA BEST, BEAT DA REST!!! AZA2 FIGHTING!!!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

BAHAGIA yang Amat...

setelah sekian lama, kini kurasa bahagia yang amat...coz actually da lama rindukan my

home...setadi week tak balek...tension yang amat plak time exam week ari tu...but Alhamdulillah

sume tu berlalu ngan baik berkat pertolongan dari-Nya...it's really good to be home again...hepi

gler kowt, heee


tp this 1st may kna p sana smula, utk MUET terchenta..hee, really hope that dapat perform well

nant...sangat2 berharap akan berjaya dapat at least Band 4...

Monday, April 12, 2010

Tree in Heaven...


Hana is a bright young girl who lost her father at a young age. When her mother returns to Japan, she comes with her new Korean husband and his son Yunsuh. Yunsuh’s mother died during his 10th birthday and after her death, he becomes autistic. While Hana is fond of her new step-brother, he wants nothing to do with her. When their parents leave on their honeymoon, Hana’s mother leaves the children with her deceased husband’s sister who will manage their inn during the trip. While they are gone, the aunt and her daughter Maya abuse Hana and make plans to sell the inn in order to pay for gambling debts and college. Despite all of this, Hana finds comfort in her brother who begins to open up to her and eventually speaks after Yunsuh’s Birthday. As they start to have feelings for one another, Hana is afraid to love him. She soon leaves with ’sunbeh ryu’ who also likes her. Later on, Maya gets jealous, and decides to make Hana’s life even more miserable.

Save Your Last Dance 4 Me...


Eun Soo (Eugene) is a pure but unsophisticated woman who runs a small resort inn with her father. Eun Soo is just an ordinary girl, but her life changes when she meets a man (Ji Sung) who's completely lost his memory. She takes him in and cares for him, and even gives him a name: "Baek Chang Ho". Love blossoms, and soon wedding bells can be heard. But on the night of their wedding ceremony, Eun Soo's father passes away. And soon after, Chang Ho disappears too! In the blink of an eye, the two people Eun Soo loves most in the world have left her. But Chang Ho had his reasons for disappearing: his real name is Kang Hyun Woo, and he's heir to a large conglomerate. Even more, someone is plotting to kill him... want to know further? watch it n u will find it interesting....

GREEN ROSE...love in heaven


Lee Jung-Hyun (Go Su) is accused for murdering Oh Soo-Ah’s (Lee Da Hae) father. He runs away and becomes a fugitive. Later, he returns and seeks out revenge. Oh Soo-Ah who is the successor of the enterprise “First Electronic” falls in love with Lee Jung-Hyun. this love story is so interesting, so ckeck it out:)

Queen of da Game...BEST SIOT!!!

23 years ago, Kang Eun Seol’s father, Kang Jae Ho, stole the position of Lee Shin Jun’s father. This led to Lee Shin Jun’s father to commit suicide with his wife and son. Now 23 years later, Lee Shin Jun, now known as Chase, wants revenge and isn’t going to stop until he gets it. He makes Kang Eun Seol fall for him, so that he can get to her father. But there is a twist, Lee Shin Jun has also fallen in love with Kang Eun Seol, but Lee Shin Jun’s partner, Park Joo Won loves him too… Later Eun Seol finds out about Shin Jun’s revenge plot against her father and she decides to get revenge on him for using her..

Green Rose...A Symbol of True Love


GREEN ROSE...it does not exist in this world....it's just a symbol of a true love

that only exists in HEAVEN...MAY IT BE OURS in JANNAH....insyaAllah,

AMIIN...

Sunday, April 11, 2010

SeNTaP!!!

tetibe jer terasa...ntah r...maybe dia x maksudkan or x berniat...tp mmg da terlanjur tergores(x der perkataan guris in Bm: new discovery) la...adakah patot dia cakap camtu...x tau...patot kowt..malas la nak pk...even mulut cakap malas nak pk, tp hati siyes rasa cam koyak rabak...plik plak rasanya...maybe terover sensitip plak malam2 ni...huhuhu...keadaan ni lbih kurang sama ngan 1 cter nie...x suka sgt2 perasaan sentap nie...sbb kalau hati da sakit, ssh nak cure, n bila x cure...takut ada penyakit hati len plak....Astaghfirullahalazim...

Ya Allah, tenangkanlah jiwa n hatiku ini...x mo terus sentap sbb t jiwa x tenteram...n sangat x suka bila sakit hati n terasa ngan ssorang...sbb rasa cam ada orang carik2kan ati nie jer...moga2 dengan doa nie hatiku akn cool down sket demi sket...

"kulna ya na ru ku ni bardan wasalaman 'ala Ibrahim"

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Hati...

kalau rempah merupakan ingredient penting lam gulai or kari, hati merupakan kandungan penting dalam dr ssorang...kalau suci hati insyaAllah elok pekertinya...kalau busuk hatinya...bukan setakat hatinya busuk bahkan trut bawa musibah pada orang lain...andai hati x sebaik Khadijah jgn pernah harapkan orang len akan baik ngan kita...sbb sume yang kte buat insyaAllah ada balasannya...jangan harapkan orang len akn treat kte elok kalau kte sendr x tau nak jaga hati orang2 d sekeliling kte...n kalau da terlanjur buat salah mintak la maaf...n jangan hanya harapkan kata2 maaf dari orang lain je...x adil kan cam tu...kalau kte nak orang len mintak maaf kte pun kna murahkan ucapan maaf....ini x, macam ada emas lam mulut...mahal sangat ucapan maaf tu ek...itu sombong n takbur namanya...n ketahuilah sifat2 itu amat dbenci Allah...kerana sifat2 tersebut bisa mengeraskan hati n sekaligus menjauhkan dri drpd Allah...agak2 da hebat sangat kowt diri tu...x hebat seorang insan andai dmurkai Allah...insaf la cepat2 sebelom pintu taubat tertutup...cam la hdup ni kompom2 100 tahun lagi...sesungguhnya ada 2 hubungan yg perlu djaga...hubungan ngan pencipta n hubungan ngan manusia...kalau da hubungan ngan manusia pun x elok, jangan nak berangan la boleh ada hubungan baik ngan Allah...n 1 more thing, kalau da slalu sangat sakitkan ati orang...kte pun x kan bahagia coz salah satu doa yang dmakbulkan ialah doa golongan yang teraniaya...renung2kan...jazakallah...

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

my worry...

eventhough i know it's impossible but i'm afraid that it might come naturally...

yes, of course i can deny it, but how long i'll be able to do so...actually, it's not really me...

i used to have the same feeling...but thank to Allah coz i was able to eliminate that feeling...

and, this time...it comes again...n i really hope that Allah will decide da best 4 me....

besides that...i hope that Allah will guide me in everything i do...

coz i don't want to have a regret over anything....FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE...i'll always hope the best from Allah as the CREATOR that knows da best 4 me....Amiin....

Thursday, March 25, 2010

thanks to Atiqah Abu Hassan....

thanks dear 4 a very nice song, FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE...i really2 like that song...

it's because it has nice lyrics...

4 that i enclose the lyrics...

i praise Allah for sending me u my love...u found me home n sail with me...n...i'm here with u...

now let me let u know...u've opened my heart...i was always thinking that love was wrong...

but everything was changed when u came along...n there's a couple words i want to say...


for the rest of my life...i'll be with u....i'll stay by ur side honest n true...

till the end of my life...i'll be loving u, loving u...


for the rest of my life...thru days n nights...i'll thanks Allah for opening my eyes...

now n forever i...i'll be there for u...i know it deep in my heart...


i feel so blessed that i think of u...n...i asked Allah to bless all we do...u're my wife...

n my friend n my strength...n i pray we're together in Jannah...


now i found i feel so strong...yes, everything was changed when u came along...n...

there's a couple words i want to say.....


i know it deep in my heart...n now that u are here...in front of me...i strongly feel love...

n i have no doubt, n i sing it loud that i'll love u eternally...i know it deep in my heart.

Monday, March 22, 2010

You're My Everything...

You're my everything...

The sun t
hat shines above you makes the blue bird sing ....

The stars that twinkle way up in the sky ...

You're my everything and nothing ...Really matters but the love you bring

You're my everything ...To see you in the morning with those big brown eyes

You're my everything ...Forever and the day ...I need you close to me


You're my everything...I live upon the land and see the sky above ...I'll swim within oceans sweet and warm to get

to u ...MAMA...

IF...

IF i'm able to understand my self...it would be better...

it' s not that i don't understand my self...

it's just that i'm so confuse...

so so so confuse...and it's killing me...

It's okay if i'm being haunted by a serial killer or something like that...

but the problem is that...it's something even worse....seriously, i can't handle this anymore...

it's a kind of feeling that keep on haunting me...it's not me...please go away...

i really hate this kind of feeling...


but still...

i'm not sure what is happening...sometimes it's really hard to get through this...

i'm not the way i used to be...please...i really want the old me back...

really miss the real me...


sometimes i really hope that i will be away from this sintok area...it's not that i don't like uum...

of course i love this university where i'm currently studying, but the problem is that...

(forget it)...i can't tell...

if only i can tell somebody who knows nothing about me...it would be nice...

because i don't want to disclose this fact to someone i know...because it might worsen the

situation...

rite now my heart beats are even worse than a thunderstorm...:(

Thursday, March 18, 2010

MUHASABAH CINTA...

wahai pemilik nyawaku...

betapa lemah diriku ini...

berat ujian dari-MU...

kupasrahkan semua pada-MU...


TUHAN...baru kusedar...

indah nikmat sihat itu...

tak pandai aku bersyukur...

kiniku harapkan cinta dari-MU...

kata2 cinta terucap indah...

mengalir berzikir di kidung doaku...


sakit yang kurasa biar jadi penawar dosaku...

butir2 cinta air mataku...

teringat semua yang KAU beri untukku...

ampunilah khilaf dan salah...

selama ini ya ILAHI...


muhasabah cintaku...

Tuhan...kuatkan aku...

lindungiku dari putus asa...

GREATEST LOVE OF ALL...

LOVE....

do you really know what is LOVE all about???

some said LOVE is all about pain...

some said LOVE is all about happiness...

some said LOVE is just a game...game of LOVE...

BUT...honestly what is Love all about???

actually there's no definite definition of LOVE...

it differs from individuals...

it might be Painful to some people who has been cheated by his/her beloved one...

it might just be a game of love played by a 'multi purpose player'...

it might be happiness to those who have sincerity in their relationship...

BUT...the issue is...will LOVE among humans last long???

my personal opinion....NO....DEFINITELY NOT...

because....LOVE among humans may changes by time due to...

- long distance...(out of sight out of mind)

- existence of third party...

AND many more factors...

FOR THAT... the GREATEST LOVE is definitely.....DIVINE LOVE from the

CREATOR
.....ALLAH the ALMIGHTY....


SO...let us now trying our BEST in reaching the UTMOST HAPPINESS....by finding LOVE

FROM
ALLAH
...


ALL THE BEST...!!!



-



Wednesday, March 17, 2010

SYAIR RABI'AH

engkau derhaka,

tapi mengaku CINTA pada-NYA...


inilah keanehan zamanku,

jika benar engkau CINTA,

tentu mentaati-NYA selalu...





MAMA

MAMA...

your LOVE makes me stronger...

your LOVE comforts me a lot...

your LOVE reduces all the weight and pain in my life...

your LOVE cheers me up...

your LOVE stops my tears...

your LOVE makes me feel better when i'm sad...

your LOVE erases all the difficulties in my life...

your LOVE symbolises a GUARDIAN ANGEL...

I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH.....MUAH3.....

Forgetting everything about you

I won’t cry for you, I won’t do that kind of thing now,

The truth is I want to forget it all,

When I couldn’t see you I realised you were my everything,

When I want to smile, will you look at me and cry?

Which is my one hope that you can’t do it at all,

When I want you to look at me, will I fall apart?

No matter how you try to forget, can you forget?

To love only one person is really tough,

But I honestly didn’t know that...

My Love

Will I not do?

Can I be the one in this world, the next world?

If you can promise me that, then even if today is the last

I won't be afraid, my love...


I keep getting worn out behind your back

Even if I call you, you look somewhere else and there is no answer

I have to let you go, I know that all too well but

My heart is not my own

Because my sadness is like me, because I think I know what the longing will be like

I wanted to hold you tightly so that my tears wouldn't come ...


Why won't you acknowlegde my heart?

Or can I not be it? I've never wanted someone this honestly...


Can you not see my heart? I'm so exhausted

Letting you go will probably make everything better but

Even if I lose everything I'll hold onto only you

With reason I can't change you with

Because your sadness is like me, because I think I know what the longing will be like

I wanted to hold you tightly so that my tears wouldn't come ...

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Something about LOVE...

If you love somebody, let them go...

For if they return, they were always yours...


And if they don't, they never were...


We come to LOVE not by finding a perfect person,

But by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly...


Absence diminishes small LOVE, and increases GREAT ones,

As the wind blows out the candle and fans the bonfire...


Some LOVE lasts a lifetime,

True LOVE lasts FOREVER...


TEMAN...

Tidak ada suatu pun yang paling berharga

dimiliki oleh seseorang insan selepas nikmat

ISLAM selain teman yang soleh...


Apabila kamu dapati kewujudan kasih sayang padanya,

maka peganglah dia sungguh-sungguh...

2 Ketakutan Dan 2 Keamanan

Sabda Rasulullah:

Sesungguhnya ALLAH telah berfirman " Aku tidak mengumpulkan pada hamba-Ku dua ketakutan dan dua keamanan...

Barang siapa takut kepada-Ku di dunia, Aku amankan dia di akhirat...

Dan barang siapa merasa aman dari-Ku di dunia, Aku takutkan dia di akhirat..."

I'm missing u mama...

MAMA...i want you to know that i'm missing u....

n i really hope that i can be at your side by now...

but what can i do...there're lot of works to do....

I LOVE U SO MUCH MAMA....

ur LOVE makes me stronger....can't wait to see YOU...:)


Do You Know?

All of this pain is because of you,

I want you to know that,

Love is so much like hatred,

As I miss you, I hate you even more...


I can't forget,

I can't hold on,

To hold onto my love for you,

I made a promise to care for you,

I still remember that...


Where are you now?

I will forget my warm tears that fall,

They just burn my heart which aches even more...


Why am i aching alone?


Someone said

"as the skies can always stay as it is, so too can we survive any ordeal"

Even if my feelings are burnt to dust,

I will live as if I were dead,


Love is about pain,

Even a very deep love seems to harm people...


Look at how I can't move,

I am still missing you...