ThE ThOrN BiRds...

stelah skian lama x tgk cter korea akhirnya ada gak cter yang bole wat hati ni jadik cam dolu2..hehe zaman dolu2 kalau tgk cter korea leh x lena tdo jadinya..cam teringat kat pakwe plak kan, but syesly ag power ksan dia daripada pakwe..hehe

alkisahnya bbrapa ari lpas i start tgk cter the thorn birds...at first cam da tade smangat nk tgk cter korea coz cter korea skunk ni cam da buang karen je..makin kurang mnarik coz scenario lbih kurang n sumenya berkisar sal kecurangan jer..hehe i paling x suka kecurangan ok!!!

tp actually tu la real world kan..huhu so pathetic!!! I DON'T LIKE!!!

this drama, i mean the thorn birds really breaks me into tears...huhu x sangka this snow queen leh nangis kan..mana xnya sedih sangat..i sensitip sket kalau cter sal affection between a mother and her child...hampir setiap episod i 'hujan' kowt..aiseyman..x suka la nangis2 nih..so not me(haha tipu)

k2 acuba tka yg mana 1 ag hebat? an affection of giving birth or an affection of raising a child?? ssh nk jawab kan...sbb actually it takes a lot 4 a mother to carry a child/s in her womb okayyy..macam2 ujian time pegnant tao...huishh tu yg xley derhaka tao...xbao syurga k kenkawan..cuba bayang 9 bulan cam bawak guni beras bbrapa kilo..berat tu beb...pastu ngan morning sickness n kadang2 all day sickness..whoaa dahsyat ok...n time labour a mother fight 4 life okay...4 hers n 4 da other life in her...OMG...bertarung nyawa kowt nk kasi kluar 1 nyawa...huhu...

talking about an affection of raising a child...hmmm...bkn sume org mampoo..koz ramai jer yg lahirkan tp buang tepi jalan, atas jalan, lam toilet, lam kotak n ada yg campak dr bangunan bertingkat2...apasal la korang ni..kalau tamao bagi la kat orang..bagi i( i mean bila umo i da 25 nant, hehe)

so mana ag hebat??? jawapan dia jasa 2 2 insan tu x le dlupakan coz they have their own value...syesly...

sape2 yg lom tgk jom tgk( tp siap sedia ngan tisu k, hehe)

p palang s- MAMA I LOVE U SO MUCH:)

kisah DUA hati...

hye uolls...entry arinie berkisar tentang dua insan yang ditakdirkan untuk bertemu dalam lukisan hidup mereka..that gurl was an innocent girl..never been in love before..hmm cinta monyet maybe ada kot..wakakaka...nnnn a good boy from peninsular. that boy x pnah ada gf..tp pnah la suka bbrapa orang..biasa la tu...cinta monyet ada di mana2 kan..as we all know most of us dtakdirkan untuk bercinta dengan orang yang salah sebelom kita sume menemui da rite one...what 4??? maybe sebagai selingan. hehe iklan kowt..hehe

k2 about these two young persons, diorang punya karakter yg lebih kurang sama...2 2 pnah dlukai i guess that's y masing2 slalu mengharapkan 1 sama len pjuk dr masing2...guess what, slalu la terjadi pertengkaran coz none of them leh penuhi permintaan masing2..kalau gado je that boy mesti harap akan dipujuk, n worse come to worst that girl pun sangat2 perlukan someone yg leh comfort n support dia..tp apa leh wat..that gurl x le trima bf camtu...that boy plak xnk or x le brubah..so agak2 apa pengakhiran ceritera cinta diorang ek...hmmm ntah la..ain ain..pe nak jadi la ngan ko nie...kalau korang apa korunk wat ek?? ntah la bg i it's better to sacrifice 4 some1 who's willing to do da same kan...maybe that gurl bole brubah tp kalau that boy x mampoo nk brubah parah gak kan...aigooo...pape la korunk...sume da bsar, pk2 la sendr yerk..k2 babai

a coretan does helps to reduce stress!!!

sume manusia pasti ada masalah kan..n pasti perlukan seseorang utk jd pendengar yang setia kan...tp kadang2 bukan sape2 pon mampu nk jd pendengar yang setia, yang mampu paham n show efforts utk wat kte tenang balik...kadang2 makin diceritakan makin tensen coz si pendengar bukan cuba untuk memahami...makin menyakitkan atie ada la...ada yang pekakkan telinga jer...adeih...tensen tao tak tensen!!!

even pasangan kte pon boleh jadi seseorang yang x memahami...rasanya sume orang nak partner yang memahami kan..yang boleh selami perasaan kte..yang bole ringankan beban kte..yang bole tenangkan kte...skrg nie sumenya ibarat kisah dongeng...da tade da manusia yang leh jadi pendengar yang setia...hmmm...tape la...ngadu kat mr blog jer la...snang, x sakit ati sbb blog mmg tade mulut..so mmg dia xkan bg respon...

k la sesaje je update coz bowing..hehe...bubye uolls...c u next time:)

BiNtAnG...

wahai bintang mengapa engkau hadir di malam hariku?

mengapa engkau hanya bersinar dari jauh?..hanya bisa dipandang..namun x mampu ku gapai

kerna engkau terlampau jauh...

yes I DO...

on the last 21st of july, u asked me a very difficult question..the answer was already there to be given but i can't simply answer to your question...the answer is simple but i had to think the consequences of answering your question. the world might turn upside down if i give u a wrong answer...

at that time i really want to answer your question..."YES I DO" that's the answer i should have given you..but i didn't have da courage to be honest and tell u da truth...i didn't have and won't have da gut...

am i a coward??? maybe...but in this situation being a coward is the best option i guess...it's enough 4 me to answer your question here coz i'm pretty sure that u won't read this here...

welcome RAMADHAN

ASSALAMUALAIKUM SUME:)

1st of all nk ucap slamat menyambut bulan RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK.. n selamat berpuasa..hehe.pose jgn x pose k:)

amat diharapkan bulan pose tahun ni ag baik dari taun2 yang sblomnya...dharapkan ibadah dapat diperbanyakkn...n penuh rahmat n berkat:)

n harapnya hati ni akan lebih tenang menghadapi ranjau yang cukup menguji atie nie..huhu..

k la nk tito dlu la..nite...slamat berpuaas k...

P/S: POSE2 JUGAK ...TP JANGAN LUPA NIAT POSE K RAKAN2:)

da STUFF:)

I'M SO GLAD that i still keep your stuff with me...it keeps on reminding me about you...thanks to Allah for giving da opportunity to have da stuff...at least i still have da memory...memory is so valuable that it is priceless...you noe what?? the air is different with your presence...the sound of you is much different from others...just like KUCH2 HOTA HEY(i don't really noe how to spell dis, haha)...it feels different to have you in my life, but when fate came across, i lost u in my life...AM I SAD???? not sure but it feels so much different without u in my life...the air is different...the sound of nature seems to be so different...that is what we call PESONA DUNIA...

the best thing to do now is to let u go...REDHA dengan ketentuan-NYA....sesungguhnya ALLAH maha MENGETAHUI... sudah semestinya ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian...mungkin ada rahsia di sebalik takdir yang menyakitkan...HANYA ALLAH YANG MAHA MENGETAHUI...aku akan cuba meredhakan segalanya yang telah berlaku...

KiSaH hAtI

sometimes it's better for us to lose than having...because we human tend to appreciate things when they're gone...at the time of having we rarely appreciate things we have...

one once said that the thing we miss da most is da thing we couldn't have yet...why? no answer can be given..coz me myself couldn't get da answer...maybe this is what we call a TEST from the ALLAH...

ApAbIlA TeRlAlU BaNyK yAnG DiAmBiL...

someone once said that when too much was taken from us..it's hard 4 us to sacrifice more in life...i guess it's true. WHY?? the answer is simple...in life we basically do not expect much rite..all we want is happiness...

we usually expect others to treat us well but did they do so??? the answer in NO...not once, but always...do u know what is da consequences of treating people badly?? we can't expect that people to live their life normally after what we have done to them...

worse comes to worst they will be a 'BLACKHOLE'.... just like the real one which absorbs all the light that hits the horizon, reflecting nothing...do u get what i mean? simple, they will become ones who can't feel happiness deep in here...HEART... they won't know how to react to warmness...they won't know what is the meaning of happiness coz they can't even feel it...sometimes others can't tell that they are what they are coz they are very good at pretending to be happy...only a 'BLACKHOLE' can tell...coz only a 'BLACKHOLE' knows the other...

they usually seems so happy with their life...we can't easily detect the dark side of them...but it's good not to see da darkness since it feels so bad to be one coz they suffered too much in their life...do they expect us to feel da same?? NO!!! because it hurts so much...but i strongly believe that in life we can't pretend to not see the suffering they have in life...sometimes it's better for us to try to understand them n further lend a help...we can only help by understanding them...try to eliminate da darkness...but 1stly we muct noe da reason contributing to da darkness...so LET US BE ONES WHO CONTRIBUTES IN OTHERS' HAPPINESS!!!

DiKaU DAtAng x dIuNdAnG...

i never thought of having u in any second of my life...

at first i saw u as no one..but now u r really someone..someone who stirs up everything in my

life...

before this my life was wonderful enough...happy enough...calm enough...

but now i can easily be upset...just because this someone i don't really know...why?

i might have no answer rite now...because all of us are 'abid... we don't know what is da best...

'THE ROAD NOT TAKEN'...sometimes im afraid that i might go wrong in my life...

but there's something im so sure..THE ROAD IM TAKING RITE NOW CAN SURELY BRING

HAPPINESS ONE DAY...

i really hope that all this 'messy' things will turn into a wonderful life one day...

i want to try..try my best to give happiness to others for maybe someday HAPPINESS will be

mine...AMIIN...